You could say today was eventful...in a good way. I spoke to Leo...I told him about the overdose...which was a good thing and a bad thing I suppose. It's the last day of school tomorrow...I can't wait for the holidays to begin, but at the same time I am dreading them. Because I know I'll have a hard time for the first couple of weeks. Ach well ><

He said he'd be distraught if anything happened to me...I dunno, I wanted to tell him what was on my mind, but I was really embarressed. I just hate my weight, I am so fat, sinking in the stuff, I hate it. I self harmed last night...lot of blood I just feel really alone...I know I'm not, but I just feel that way.

Freya is a Scandinavin Mythology name! According to Leo...she assisted in childbirth and was a goddess of love and fertility. Apparently she was also a major Pagan goddess too!! There is this guy that I keep seeing around where I live. He followed me home and I saw him in the co-op tonight. *shudders*

I am going back into therapy...cos Leo persuaded me to. So that means blood pressure, and scales. I hate scales, I hate scales, I hate scales....