Heyy y'all!! How are you all doing? Sorry I haven't done a journal entry in a while, I have been busy and a bit down. Haven't wanted to talk about anything lately. I have also got my new puppy on Wednesday and was over at Beth's yesterday for her birthday. I'll tell you about that later

So Freya is absolutely beautiful - a little westie puppy and she is so full of energy! Running around chewing everything she can get her paws on. She is really clumsy as well - she makes me laugh a lot



Overall had a really good time at Beth's, it let me forget about all the crap for a little while. He was still in my head though, every little thing seems to be linked to him in some way.

I don't know why I let him bother me so much, my friends try to distract me from him, but it never works. He has hurt me and my friends very recently...I just wish I wasn't affected in this way by him.

I don't think this feeling will ever go away..it's been for almost four years now =/

Haven't seen the kids for a while...might see if I can see them next week. They make me laugh so much. Make me forget about everything Love you Kacey and Cai!!

Hope you are all well and if any of you need to talk, just note me

Love Kizzie
xxx