I watched you walk away at the end of the day.
I felt it growing inside me, like poisonous spores.
Ready to begin the new day.
Another day of pain.

I go home in the afternoon, to be swallowed by the evening.
Lying on my bed, writhing in pain.
Listening to sad music drum through my head.
I succumb to you again and again.

Waiting for you to come, but you never do.
Surrendering to my tears of hurt and anguish.
Hold me please, let me feel your touch.
Hold me, never ever let go.

Wrenching in pain everyday.
And I can't see some new way.
Whatever it brings, let it bring you.
This life is not yet over.

I wait and painfully sit.
Consumed by bitterness and smothered by depression.
Please feel what I feel.
This wrenching pain...