| Me and a darling fantastic friend of mine - ~SapphicAlure |
| Me and a darling fantastic friend of mine - ~SapphicAlure |


73. My AddictionLife is seemingly so Wonderful But underneath the shadow73. My Addiction
Lies and hurt will spring Hurt you
And make you want to hurt
It needs to be done
To restore the happiness That has been sprung
What people don't understand Is the curse The inevitable need
Our way of coping May not be the most helpful
But we are united as one in our struggle
The nastiness of the world Is never ceased For people do not care
Some go out on purpose To hurt others And thus, it starts again
Round a


72. Death to the SoulThe listlessness Will settle in soon72. Death to the Soul
She has no more emotions to give
She sits there
Dead to the world
And herself
She does not know
What to do
Anymore
The idle conversations
That take place day after day
Mean nothing anymore
The picture shes painted Is just the empty canvas
Of which is no use
No amount of pills
Or kind words Will save her now
Shes dying
Perhaps already dead And is just a puppet on a string
Its happened too many times now


Confirmation and ConfusionThe confirmation is there, or is it?Confirmation and Confusion
The confusion that you uttered those words.
I love you, but I also love her.
We always clash.
Concentration is real, woddy thoughts.
Lonesome feeling, I try to make you undertstand.
You get rid of her, you'll get rid of me.
I'll just exist.
Thinking about thinking. Philisophical ways.
Confirmation and confusion, lead me out of this haze.
Stop this now.
Let me live this Confirmation and Confusion.


The Waiting GameI sit here, motionless.The Waiting Game
Waiting for what exactly?
You to come I suppose.
But I know you won't, I just lie - to make it seem so.
Waiting for the time to pass.
Waiting for you to save me from myself.
But you're only trying to take her away.
And I can't let you do that.
Whatever this game brings.
Sorrow or Hope.
Darkness or Light.
I'll always be waiting in silence.
Playing little games in my head.
Imagining what I want it to be.
A child in a grown up world.
Is not what I want to see.
So I trip and stumble and


waltzi dance along these winding trackswaltz
pretending
waiting
living and dying
believing
feeling
the end
inside and out
your words flow past
my outstretched fingertips
like water
and all i can hear now
is the music in my head
and the whistle
of the locamotive
i'll never stop
dancing


Just a Man Who Loves YouJust a Man Who Loves YouJust a Man Who Loves You
If you could see, Into my eyes, And see my heart, On my sleeve, Then you would understand, And realize, Just what you mean to me
You are everything, That I've dreamed, And moments without you, Are moments I bleed...
I will stand with you, All through your life, And I will drive away, Any tears you might cry It's all I can do, And it's just who I am Holding on to you, Forever I choose, Because I am just a man, Who loves you...
When you smile at me, I get s


I Love My MiracleI'm sitting here, watching my daughter play in her Exersaucer, she is having a blast, making noise, shrieking, laughing insanely, and I simply think, "God, I LOVE this child".I Love My Miracle
Now, you would think that's normal, she is after all, my daughter, but I thought I would explain WHY in detailed terms, because I want to, and to remind other parents why their children are so precious.
I love her laughter, it lifts me up, it forces me to laugh with her.
I love her smile, when she smiles, you kinda have to smile back, you can't help it.
I love it when she goes "Arrrrrhhhh", just like a pirate, it's one


Going Up, Falling DownAll these broken promises Stare right back at me Daring me to say anything When some are my mistakesGoing Up, Falling Down
You're trying to make me see It isn't all my fault for the Pain I've endured day and night Trying to keep a smile on
But I can't see past the Scars on my wrists Telling me I'm always Going up and falling down
I've tried time and time again To put the past away In neat stacks in tiny boxes Packing it far away
The ghosts keep coming back Reminding me I'm not strong Like I'd rather pretend I am Instead of f
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by ~pettles
by ~MabyAnotherDay| I am quite a shy person on the outside, but when I am around my friends, the true me comes out ^^ I am quite an anxious person, and have been diagnosed with chronic depression and anxiety by my doctor. I try to conquer my dark feelings, and sometimes I succeed, and sometimes I don't. I love to help people in anyway that I can, no matter how big or small. I love writing poetry, much of my work is inspired by music (which is also a huge part of my life I'm not that fond of liars, but then who is? I don't like it when people talk about others behind their backs, and I try to refrain from doing it Spread the love |
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& i meant what i said, you are beautiful maddy ^_^
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