| One of my favourites, if not my absolute favourite Inspired by a very special person to me |


94. Dear ZoeDear Zoe,94. Dear Zoe
I am writing to tell you how you have affected my life by doing what you did. I don't blame you, or hate you, and I'm not angry with you. But I am scared of you.
I don't know what made you do it, but it hurt me right to the core. You have given me a very negative view of sex, and I know in time that will change.
They say that time can heal all wounds, but with this particular one, that's not the case. Although it happened eight years ago, I have not forgotten.
Every sex abuse story on the news, and I relive one moment. I so don't want to hurt you, just for you to understand. &n


93. Some Call It...Some call it luck Some call it love93. Some Call It...
I call it an angel in human form
Some call it fate Some call it destiny
I call it soulmates
Some call it happiness
Some call it anger
I call it life
Some call it breaking apart
Some call it a broken heart
I call it depression
Some call it a beautiful thing
Some call it inspiration
I call it Jamie Perry
Some call it nerves of steel
Some call it helping a friend in need
I call it Kizzie
Some call it a pain in


92. Caught Somewhere in TimeShe's not where92. Caught Somewhere in Time
She's meant to be
The tears have already
Left her blood red eyes
When will she feel again?
Her numbness Perfectly torn
Between right and wrong
Where does she go
From here?
Lost in the emptiness Caught Somewhere in Time Wandering through the vortex
Desperate to find
Truth and solace In anybody's eyes
This misty journey
Continues on
Through the maze of time
But this is real
Not a nightmare
She's caught somewhere
In time


91. Ruptured HeartThe muscle that keeps The body alive91. Ruptured Heart
Kept beating
Despite
It's damaged state
But still she kept on
Going through the storm
Of her emotions
The broken mess Torn open for the world to see Broken and bleeding
The drug that numbs the pain
Hurts the others
So it does no help
The cure has yet to be found
And she will continue in her quest
For the remedy
Seeking shelter
From the relentless twister That batters her mind
Seeking solace
From those who know
A


89. I Dance with SuicideLet's step onto the Dance Floor Hand in hand And begin our graceful performance89. I Dance with Suicide
As you twirl me
Around the marble floor Every heartbeat is faster
A limited amount of time
Approaches quick and fast
So we learn the steps effortlessly
The final performance
Done in time In complete rhythem
Nothing is practiced All is improvised
What will the end result be?
The ignorance in bliss The bliss of ignorance But I walk away
I will keep going
I will keep dancing


87. PremonitionShe had this uneasy feeling87. Premonition
In the very pit of her stomach
Her mother said 'ignore it sweet heart - it's nothing.'
She carried on, and the feeling worsened.
The beads of sweat That would form on
Her forehead
Gave her no relief
From the pain she was suffering
She cut every night
And she enjoyed it
For of all the things she did This was her saviour
Her own personal Jesus Christ
Laughing and joking with her friends Was no longer enjoyable
Just an act of despiration and despair


88. Two Halves of a WholeTwo endangered souls Sat together88. Two Halves of a Whole
Dark heads almost touching
The tender softness of her words Was a wash of relief To the one listening
In the right people Trust is repaid
In full kindness
Blow after blow
But it doesn't matter
Because they have each other
The other confided
Sharing secrets That no one else knew
Two wounded souls Torn seperately
But healed together
Not a mother and daughter
But a friend and a friend Helping and Healing
She and I
We are


55. Before I Met YouI had a damaged heart55. Before I Met You
But it was fixable Now I fear it is not
I was strong and independant Now I thrive on your existance And just seeing you for one second every day
It feels like
Our destiny was intertwined
The minute you and I were born
Two hearts become one For you have taken mine
Don't you see?
The hurt and the pain
Please tell me That it wasn't in vain
I do not love you
But yet I do
I never used to be like this
Nobody was meant to get hurt
But they have
And it was


Thank youThank youThank you
For all you have done
Helped every step of the way
Really, you've helped
More than you know
Each difficult time
You have been there And helped
Thank you
For helping me to understand
And find myself as a person
I'm sorry
If I have caused
Any hurt to you
Thank you
For not leaving me
You're a good friend


Believe - blackpitI fell into a black hole, I fell into a pit, Where I was all alone, No one was there, And there was no escape from reality, I had fallen forever it seemed, I shivered in fright not knowing there was nothing to be afraid of,Believe - blackpit
I ran away from the truth and now I am filled with guilt, These pills I took never made the pain go away forever, Little did I know I was blinded, Little did I know I wasn't believing, Little did I know believing was the key,
I fell into a black hole, I fell into a black pit, Where I had to face my demons all alone, &nb


R u n n i n gI've broken down many times, Hit the floor & crashed hard, Fallen down and smashed into pieces,R u n n i n g
But am I afraid of falling now? The pressure takes over my mind and body, Why do I want to run away from the truth now? Am I afraid this time? Is this too much to take?
Last time's failings haunt my brain, Trying to burn the memories, but the ashes are still there, Fear creeps up from behind and grasps me, I don't want to fall again, Even though I have fallen so many times,
Running away from everything, Doing whatever it takes not to fall again,
| Awesome poetry from the people I watch ^^ |

| I am quite a shy person on the outside, but when I am around my friends, the true me comes out ^^ I am quite an anxious person, and have been diagnosed with chronic depression and anxiety by my doctor. I try to conquer my dark feelings, and sometimes I succeed, and sometimes I don't. I love to help people in anyway that I can, no matter how big or small. I love writing poetry, much of my work is inspired by music (which is also a huge part of my life I'm not that fond of liars, but then who is? I don't like it when people talk about others behind their backs, and I try to refrain from doing it Spread the love |
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Seize The Day;or die regretting the time you lost
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The Only Way Out Is Through The Pain;Madina Lake(c).
ML;RPI.
=th3krimzon1 ; 'In Order To believe in Anything;You should believe in yourself first' ,
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Writers Block is my Arch Nemesis. It is Evil, and must be Destroyed.
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Seize The Day;or die regretting the time you lost
- A7x.
The Only Way Out Is Through The Pain;Madina Lake(c).
ML;RPI.
=th3krimzon1 ; 'In Order To believe in Anything;You should believe in yourself first' ,
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Seize The Day;or die regretting the time you lost
- A7x.
The Only Way Out Is Through The Pain;Madina Lake(c).
ML;RPI.
=th3krimzon1 ; 'In Order To believe in Anything;You should believe in yourself first' ,
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Seize The Day;or die regretting the time you lost
- A7x.
The Only Way Out Is Through The Pain;Madina Lake(c).
ML;RPI.
=th3krimzon1 ; 'In Order To believe in Anything;You should believe in yourself first' ,
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